<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:googleplay="http://www.google.com/schemas/play-podcasts/1.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[My Reasons To Believe: Marcus The Centurion]]></title><description><![CDATA[Marcus: The Centurion’s Journey to Faith tells the powerful story of Marcus Aelius Vitalis, a Roman centurion tasked with investigating Jesus of Nazareth. As Marcus encounters believers and witnesses of Jesus’ miracles, his loyalty to Rome is tested, leading him on a path of faith and transformation that will forever change his life at the foot of the cross.]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/s/marcus-the-centurion</link><image><url>https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!dvaq!,w_256,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fc004afbd-e945-4955-a0fa-1da797e42b67_1024x1024.png</url><title>My Reasons To Believe: Marcus The Centurion</title><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/s/marcus-the-centurion</link></image><generator>Substack</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 22 Apr 2026 01:11:10 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://myr2b.substack.com/feed" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><copyright><![CDATA[MyR2B Ministries]]></copyright><language><![CDATA[en]]></language><webMaster><![CDATA[myr2b@substack.com]]></webMaster><itunes:owner><itunes:email><![CDATA[myr2b@substack.com]]></itunes:email><itunes:name><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></itunes:name></itunes:owner><itunes:author><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></itunes:author><googleplay:owner><![CDATA[myr2b@substack.com]]></googleplay:owner><googleplay:email><![CDATA[myr2b@substack.com]]></googleplay:email><googleplay:author><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></googleplay:author><itunes:block><![CDATA[Yes]]></itunes:block><item><title><![CDATA[🔒Behind the Cross: A Centurion’s Journey to Faith – Episode #16]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Teacher Who Speaks Like a King]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-0a6</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-0a6</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2026 09:00:47 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/00f59a37-4eea-434b-9032-b5a436cd91d0_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, February 3, 27 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 779 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)</p><div><hr></div><p>Jerusalem is a city of layers.</p><p>From a distance the walls appear strong and orderly, as Rome prefers cities to appear. The gates are guarded. The roads are busy. The Temple towers above everything like a mountain of white stone and gold.</p><p>But when a man walks the streets long enough, he begins to notice what lives beneath the surface.</p><p>Every alley carries rumors.</p><p>Every market stall carries opinions.</p><p>Every courtyard holds men arguing about things that would start fights in other cities.</p><p>And lately, almost every conversation circles back to the same man.</p><p>Jesus of Nazareth.</p><p>It is strange how quickly a name can spread across a city.</p><p>Even stranger how quickly that name can divide the people who speak it.</p><div><hr></div><h3>Watching the Crowd</h3>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒Behind the Cross: A Centurion’s Journey to Faith – Episode #15]]></title><description><![CDATA[Questions Rome Cannot Answer]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-182</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-182</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 13 Apr 2026 09:01:14 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/c77f6f24-e36f-4a3f-a8fc-0bb0d8775527_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, January 27, 27 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 779 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)</p><div><hr></div><p>Jerusalem has a way of swallowing noise.</p><p>The streets overflow with voices, animals, merchants, pilgrims, and priests. Yet when the sun finally disappears behind the western hills and the lamps begin to flicker along the narrow alleys, the city seems to draw a long breath and settle into something quieter.</p><p>That is when a man&#8217;s thoughts grow loud.</p><p>Tonight the oil lamp burns low beside me, and the sounds outside the small room we have taken have faded into distant murmurs. Sara has fallen asleep already. Children surrender to sleep easily, even in unfamiliar places.</p><p>Jonah remains awake somewhere below. I can hear the slow rhythm of his footsteps now and then as he moves through the courtyard.</p><p>He has become quieter with me since the road outside the southern gate.</p><p>Not hostile.</p><p>Just watchful.</p><p>The question he asked still lingers between us.</p><p><em>Are you a Centurion?</em></p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒Behind the Cross: A Centurion’s Journey to Faith – Episode #14]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Weight of a Father&#8217;s Armor]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-279</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-279</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2026 09:00:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/0ced7fd0-8322-4f76-9f10-2e01825f4d7a_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, January 20, 27 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 779 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)</p><div><hr></div><p>Jerusalem wakes early.</p><p>Before the sun touches the Temple walls, the city is already breathing. The narrow streets begin filling with the sounds of animals, traders, and travelers moving toward the markets. The smell of baking bread drifts through the alleys while priests move toward the Temple courts like men who have repeated the same sacred steps their entire lives.</p><p>Yet the city feels different now.</p><p>Something unsettled lingers beneath the surface.</p><p>People still speak about the Galilean teacher who drove the merchants from the Temple. The story has already grown with every telling. Some claim he shouted like a prophet of old. Others say he moved with the calm authority of a king.</p><p>I was not close enough to see everything that day.</p><p>But I saw enough.</p><p>Enough to know that whatever authority this man carries, it does not come from Rome.</p><p>And that alone makes him dangerous.</p><div><hr></div><h3>The Quiet Before the City Wakes</h3>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 Behind the Cross: A Centurion’s Journey to Faith – Episode #13]]></title><description><![CDATA[Questions That Will Not Leave Me]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-9f3</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-9f3</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 30 Mar 2026 09:02:48 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/955f0ec7-8087-46a2-a5b4-bcf6826ccac4_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, January 13, 27 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 779 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)</p><div><hr></div><h3>A Night That Refused to End</h3><p>Jerusalem did not sleep easily last night.</p><p>Neither did I.</p><p>The disturbance in the Temple courts has become the only subject anyone wishes to discuss. Every marketplace conversation eventually returns to it. Every pilgrim who arrives seems to carry a new version of the same story.</p><p>The Galilean teacher drove merchants from the Temple.</p><p>Coins scattered across the pavement.</p><p>Animals released from their cages.</p><p>Priests demanding answers.</p><p>Witnesses repeating the same strange claim.</p><p><em><strong>&#8220;Destroy this temple, and in three days I will raise it up.&#8221;</strong></em></p>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #12]]></title><description><![CDATA[Fire in the Temple Courts]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-8eb</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-8eb</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Mar 2026 09:01:35 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/8c2f9dc2-7594-4709-9610-fb1761857b14_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, January 6, 27 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 779 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)</p><div><hr></div><h3>The Report</h3><p>Sleep did not come easily last night.</p><p>Orders have a way of lingering in a soldier&#8217;s thoughts long after the voice that issued them has gone silent. The instruction I received still echoed in my mind.</p><p><em>Report what you have found so far.</em></p><p>So before dawn broke over Jerusalem, I sat alone beside a dim oil lamp and wrote.</p><p>Roman reports are never poetic. They are not meant to be. A good report states only what can be observed and confirmed.</p><p>A Galilean teacher drawing large crowds.</p><p>Witness reports of unusual events.</p><p>Public interest increasing in several regions of Judea and Galilee.</p><p>That was the substance of the message. No conclusions. No speculation.</p><p>Rome does not pay its officers to interpret miracles.</p><p>But even as I wrote the words, I knew something about the report was incomplete. I had seen things over the past weeks that resisted the neat categories Rome prefers.</p><p>Still, my duty was not to solve mysteries.</p><p>My duty was to observe and report.</p><p>When the parchment was dry, I rolled it carefully and pressed my seal into the wax.</p><p>The streets were just beginning to stir when I carried the dispatch toward the southern gate. Merchants were opening their stalls. Pilgrims were already moving toward the Temple courts.</p><p>A Roman courier waited near the gate with two horses.</p><p>He took the sealed parchment without comment and slipped it into a leather satchel already filled with messages from other officials.</p><p>He did not ask what the report contained.</p><p>Roman couriers rarely do.</p><p>Within moments he mounted and rode north toward the coastal road that leads to Caesarea. By the time the sun cleared the eastern ridge, my report was already several miles from Jerusalem.</p><p>Rome would know what I had seen.</p><p>Or at least the portion of it that could be explained.</p><p>When I returned, Jonah and Sara were waiting.</p><p>Jerusalem was already fully awake.</p><div><hr></div><h3>The City During the Feast</h3>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #11]]></title><description><![CDATA[After the Wine]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-356</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-356</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 16 Mar 2026 09:02:07 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!RJYL!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F6d3f9b32-acfe-45f5-b226-5ee8ac637dd9_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, December 30, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 <em>Ab urbe condita</em>)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>The taste of that wine has not left my mouth.</p><p>Not because I drank it&#8212;<br>I did not.</p><p>But because the air itself seemed to carry it long after the jars were emptied, long after the laughter faded, long after Jesus of Nazareth slipped from Cana like a tide withdrawing from shore.</p><p>Some moments do not pass.</p><p>They lodge themselves inside a man and begin to work on him from within.</p><p>The miracle at the wedding did not shout.<br>It did not announce itself to the heavens.<br>It simply <em>was</em>.</p><p>And now the silence that followed it feels louder than the celebration ever did.</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Morning After the Feast</strong></h2>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #10]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Water Became Wine]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-c9b</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-c9b</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2026 09:01:10 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!UbK-!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F0bc1d9ad-5eb2-4c8d-bc58-2a6adc3c4168_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, December 23, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>I have no words for what I witnessed today.</p><p>Even now, as the sun dips behind the Galilean hills and the cool evening breeze settles over Cana, my hands tremble as I write. I have seen battlefields soaked in blood. I have seen men rise to power and fall to madness. I have watched kingdoms expand and crumble. Rome is a master of spectacle, a devourer of nations, a throne built atop the bones of the conquered.</p><p>But <strong>Rome has never seen what I saw today</strong>.</p><p>Not in all its history.<br>Not in all its glory.</p><p>Something happened in Cana that no empire can contain.</p><p>I saw a man speak&#8230; and water obeyed Him.</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Arrival in Cana</strong></h2>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒Behind the Cross: A Centurion’s Journey to Faith – Episode #9]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Road Paved with Testimonies]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-b58</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-b58</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 02 Mar 2026 10:01:20 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, December 16, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><p>The woman&#8217;s cry still rings in my ears.</p><p>There is a sound a human voice makes when panic has outrun breath&#8212;thin, jagged, desperate. I have heard it on battlefields from men dying far from home, and in cities when fire eats wooden roofs and mothers cannot find their children.</p><p>This was that sound.</p><p>Only sharper. Closer.</p><p>Hungry.</p><p>When she burst into the circle of our campfire&#8217;s light, she nearly fell. I stepped forward and caught her by the shoulders. Her eyes were wild, unfocused, seeing someone behind us that had not yet appeared.</p><p>&#8220;He&#8217;s coming!&#8221; she gasped. &#8220;Please&#8230; you must hide me&#8230; he&#8217;ll&#8212;&#8221;</p><p>Her voice broke.</p><p>Jonah pulled Sara behind him, shielding her with his body without thinking. Sara clutched his cloak, eyes wide, her breathing ragged.</p><p>&#8220;Who is coming?&#8221; I asked.</p><p>The woman tried to speak, but her throat tightened. Her hands shook as if chilled, though the night air was mild.</p><p>&#8220;Easy,&#8221; I said, softening my tone. &#8220;No one will touch you while you stand in this circle.&#8221;</p><p>Something in those words, in the way I said them, reached her. Her trembling eased just enough for her jaw to unlock.</p><p>&#8220;A man,&#8221; she choked out. &#8220;From my village. He&#8212;he says I owe him. My brother took grain on credit and died in the last sickness. Now this man demands payment from me.&#8221;</p><p>She swallowed hard.</p><p>&#8220;When I refused&#8230; he said he would take what he wanted instead.&#8221;</p><p>Sara flinched.<br>Jonah&#8217;s hands clenched.</p><p>My blood heated.</p><p>&#8220;Does he travel alone?&#8221; I asked.</p><p>She shook her head. &#8220;He has two others with him. He was drunk when I ran. He will be angrier now.&#8221;</p><p>So not the watcher.</p><p>Not Mattathias.</p><p>Not some grand intrigue of temple politics or Roman suspicion.</p><p>Just human cruelty. The kind that sprouts easily in soil watered by fear and power and unpaid debts.</p><p>It is the oldest enemy.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_848,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_1272,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_1456,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 1456w" sizes="100vw"><img src="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png" width="1456" height="778" data-attrs="{&quot;src&quot;:&quot;https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/be9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png&quot;,&quot;srcNoWatermark&quot;:null,&quot;fullscreen&quot;:null,&quot;imageSize&quot;:null,&quot;height&quot;:778,&quot;width&quot;:1456,&quot;resizeWidth&quot;:null,&quot;bytes&quot;:2527599,&quot;alt&quot;:null,&quot;title&quot;:null,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;image/png&quot;,&quot;href&quot;:null,&quot;belowTheFold&quot;:true,&quot;topImage&quot;:false,&quot;internalRedirect&quot;:&quot;https://myr2b.substack.com/i/178839916?img=https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png&quot;,&quot;isProcessing&quot;:false,&quot;align&quot;:null,&quot;offset&quot;:false}" class="sizing-normal" alt="" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_424,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 424w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_848,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 848w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_1272,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 1272w, https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!jEEE!,w_1456,c_limit,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fbe9f05f3-28ca-4537-88cb-21e5ebef478a_1600x855.png 1456w" sizes="100vw" loading="lazy"></picture><div class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><h3>The Man on the Road</h3>
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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #8]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Scar Beneath the Dust]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-f68</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-f68</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2026 10:00:52 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zijf!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7224dfdf-c856-4fe2-bf8c-e43dfdcd039c_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, December 9, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>I slept little last night.</p><p>The message from the rider&#8212;&#8220;<em>He waits for you in Cana</em>&#8221;&#8212;has carved itself into my mind like a chisel through stone. Mattathias, the watcher, is no longer content to trail behind us like a shadow. He wants me to know he is ahead of us.</p><p>Waiting.</p><p>Preparing.</p><p>Plotting.</p><p>This is no longer a mission where I observe from a distance.<br>This has become a hunt&#8212;with two hunters circling one another.</p><p>And yet I cannot turn back.</p><p>Not because of Rome.<br>Not because of duty.<br>Not because of the Prefect&#8217;s orders or Varro&#8217;s influence.</p><p>Something else pushes me forward now.</p><p>Something I felt at the Jordan.<br>Something that has grown louder every day since.</p><p><em><strong>Jesus.</strong></em></p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!zijf!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F7224dfdf-c856-4fe2-bf8c-e43dfdcd039c_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #7]]></title><description><![CDATA[Whispers from Galilee]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-519</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-519</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2026 10:01:22 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!9A0O!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1495b80b-c79e-4830-aa22-ea687c552156_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, December 2, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>Galilee smells different from Judea.</p><p>The air is cooler. The roads are softer beneath the feet. The wind carries hints of water from the lake and spices from vendor carts that line the scattered villages. Even the birds seem busier here &#8212; as though the region hums with a life that has always been present but now sits on the edge of awakening.</p><p>It is here, just outside a small cluster of fishing huts, that the first whisper found us:</p><p><em><strong>&#8220;He&#8217;s returned.&#8221;</strong></em></p><p>Three words from an old shepherd we met as we followed the main road north.</p><p>Jonah stopped walking.<br>Sara&#8217;s fingers tightened around her brother&#8217;s sleeve.<br>And something in my chest &#8212; something I dare not name &#8212; shifted.</p><p>Jesus has returned.</p><p>The Nazarene survived whatever trial the desert demanded of Him.</p><p>He walks again among men.</p><p>And the land has noticed.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #6]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Burden He Wouldn&#8217;t Name]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-453</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-453</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2026 10:00:55 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hdfU!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe3ccb8d1-eb08-4bd2-bb44-9556260322cb_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, November 25, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>We left the ravine two days ago, but I can still hear the echo of Sara&#8217;s shaking voice in my memory. I have seen hardened men weep less violently than she did after we drove off those scavengers. There is a fragility in her &#8212; and a strength &#8212; that I cannot fully understand.</p><p>Jonah hardly slept that night. Every time the fire dimmed, he fed it more wood. Every time Sara stirred, he pulled his cloak over her shoulders. He would not close his eyes until hers had rested long enough for her breathing to settle.</p><p>This morning, when she finally woke under the first pale wash of dawn, he exhaled as though he&#8217;d been holding his breath for years.</p><p>There is a story in that breath.<br>One he is not ready to reveal.</p><p>But pieces of it surfaced today.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!hdfU!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Fe3ccb8d1-eb08-4bd2-bb44-9556260322cb_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒 BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #5]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Cry on the Road]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-76c</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-76c</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2026 10:01:00 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!WIay!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F40cbc929-46e6-4ecd-89e2-43fd475c4b49_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, November 18, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><p>I have heard many cries on many roads.</p><p>The scream of a dying soldier, the shriek of a wounded horse, the tearing wail of a mother whose son lies broken on a battlefield. Each has its sound, its own weight, its own way of burrowing under the skin and nesting there.</p><p>But the cry we heard today was different.</p><p>It was not the cry of someone already lost.</p><p>It was the cry of someone <em>trying not to be</em>.</p><p>We ran toward it without speaking, without planning, without thinking &#8212; a Roman Centurion without armor, a Judean laborer with too much history in his eyes, and a thin girl clinging to her brother&#8217;s cloak as he dragged her toward danger instead of away from it.</p><p>I should have told them to stay back.<br>I should have stepped in alone.</p><p>I didn&#8217;t.</p><p>Maybe that says more about me than I like.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #4]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Man with Gentle Eyes]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-41b</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-41b</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 26 Jan 2026 10:01:12 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1DrQ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36e07fe4-98a1-4dee-a6ab-3b3afb81f595_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, November 11, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>It has been a week since the Jordan opened its mouth and heaven answered it.</p><p>A week since the Nazarene stepped into the wilderness and vanished into a realm no mortal should walk. The desert has grown crueler since then &#8212; as if scorched by more than the sun. Even the wind feels scraped raw.</p><p>I left the deep wilderness behind yesterday. The trail Jesus carved through it abruptly shifted northward, toward Galilee. But to follow it now would draw too much attention. And there are&#8230; other matters.</p><p>The kind that no report for Rome could explain.</p><p>I found Jonah.</p><p>Not by design.<br>Not by skill.<br>Not by tracking.</p><p>By providence, though I despise the word.</p><p>The encounter happened this morning near a small Judean village where travelers stop to fill skins and trade goods. I rode in as a leatherworker again, keeping to my disguise, keeping my cloak pulled over the tools and hides strapped behind my saddle.</p><p>Then I saw him.</p><p>The man from the river.<br>The silent one.<br>The one who inhaled when the voice from heaven thundered.<br>The one I couldn&#8217;t dismiss.</p><p>Jonah.</p><p>But this time, he wasn&#8217;t alone.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!1DrQ!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F36e07fe4-98a1-4dee-a6ab-3b3afb81f595_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[🔒BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #3]]></title><description><![CDATA[Signs in the Desert Wind]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-90e</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-90e</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 19 Jan 2026 10:00:56 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kcX8!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9e6022ff-732d-40cc-a8c2-e35858f8e63d_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, November 4, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>The desert teaches a man how small he is.</p><p>I&#8217;ve marched through wastelands before &#8212; Syrian cliffs, the burning plains of Arabia, the salt valleys near Petra &#8212; but none of them have the same&#8230; <em>voice</em> that Judea&#8217;s wilderness carries. There is something in the heat here, something in the wind, something old that stares through you as if judging your worth.</p><p>I have been tracking a man I have not yet seen clearly.</p><p><em><strong>Jesus of Nazareth.</strong></em></p><p>He walked straight into this wilderness after the baptism. No hesitation. No companions. No supplies. No weapon.</p><p>No sane man enters this wasteland unprepared.</p><p>And yet He walked as if the desert belonged to Him.</p><p>I followed His trail for the past week &#8212; first as a leatherworker, asking merchants and shepherds about travelers they saw, then as a soldier within, listening for danger that Rome does not yet know exists.</p><p>And I was not the only one following.</p><p>But I will return to that.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!kcX8!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9e6022ff-732d-40cc-a8c2-e35858f8e63d_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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   ]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #2 (free episode)]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Voice in the Wilderness]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-13a</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-13a</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 12 Jan 2026 10:01:02 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!TB3m!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff8612f38-3cbb-4789-a78e-f6ef1cd51a7d_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, October 28, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>I reached the Jordan earlier than expected. Two hours before midday, the sun already pressed down upon the valley like a heated blade. I expected a modest gathering &#8212; a few zealots, some curious villagers, perhaps a cluster of merchants looking for spectacle.</p><p>Instead&#8230; I found a crowd swelling heavier by the minute.</p><p>Even before anything happened, I sensed something unusual &#8212; as if the desert itself was drawing breath.</p><p>John the Baptizer was already waist-deep in the river, his voice cracking through the valley like a war-horn:</p><p>&#8220;Repent! Prepare! The kingdom of heaven draws near!&#8221;</p><p>I came as a leatherworker today &#8212; nothing more.<br>No armor.<br>No helmet.<br>No gladius.</p><p>Only a wrapped bundle of hides strapped behind my saddle, a pouch of awls and needles, and a few water skins to trade. The smell of treated leather clung to my cloak, completing the disguise.</p><p>So far, it worked.<br>No one flinched.<br>No one watched me with suspicion.</p><p>I was just another wandering tradesman following the crowd.</p><p>But beneath that cover, my mind stayed sharp, scanning every face, every movement, every whisper.</p><p>Something was building.<br>Something I did not yet understand.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!TB3m!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2Ff8612f38-3cbb-4789-a78e-f6ef1cd51a7d_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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The murmuring around me sounded like wind through dry grass.</p><p>A farmer said, &#8220;John said the One is coming today.&#8221;</p><p>A woman wrapped in a faded shawl whispered to her daughter, &#8220;He said the heavens would answer.&#8221;</p><p>Ridiculous.<br>And yet the crowd behaved as though they believed it.</p><p>I checked my gear &#8212; not for leather tools, but for the dagger I kept hidden inside a roll of hides. Concealed well enough. Ready if needed.</p><p>Yet somehow, I doubted steel would matter today.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The stranger standing beside me &#8212; Jonah, though I did not yet know his name</strong></h3><p>As I stepped closer to the river&#8217;s edge, I found myself next to a man who didn&#8217;t seem to belong to the crowd&#8217;s hysteria.</p><p>Strong build.<br>Quiet posture.<br>Eyes fixed forward as though he expected something &#8212; or someone &#8212; to arrive.</p><p>He carried no goods.<br>Held no children by the hand.<br>Took no part in the buzzing conversations.</p><p>He was waiting.</p><p>He noticed me, but pretended not to.<br>I did the same.</p><p>But something about him set my instincts on edge. Not danger &#8212; no. Something else. A man guarding a truth he doesn&#8217;t understand&#8230; or is afraid to speak aloud.</p><p>I remained alert.<br>Men who stand still in chaos often matter later.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>Two hours after I arrived &#8212; the moment the air changed</strong></h3><p>It started quietly.</p><p>A ripple moved through the crowd &#8212; not of bodies, but of&#8230; awareness.</p><p>The atmosphere tightened.<br>The wind stilled.<br>The river itself seemed to hush.</p><p>Even John paused mid-sentence, head lifting as if he sensed a shift in creation itself.</p><p>People glanced behind them, toward the path that curved between the hills. I followed their gaze and saw a man approaching &#8212; not tall, not ornate, not commanding in appearance&#8230; and yet the crowd responded to Him as if gravity had changed.</p><p>I could not see His face clearly. Bodies blocked my view.<br>But I saw enough.</p><p>He walked with a confidence unlike zealots &#8212; no frenzy.<br>Unlike priests &#8212; no pride.<br>Unlike soldiers &#8212; no domination.</p><p>It was&#8230; something deeper.<br>Something unsettling.</p><p>Around me, the whispers grew:</p><p>&#8220;It&#8217;s Him.&#8221;<br>&#8220;Jesus of Nazareth.&#8221;<br>&#8220;The one John spoke of.&#8221;<br>&#8220;He&#8217;s here.&#8221;</p><p>The stranger beside me inhaled sharply &#8212; a reaction so raw, so involuntary, that I felt the hairs on my arms rise.</p><p>He knew.<br>In some way, he <strong>knew</strong>.</p><p>I turned toward him, but before I could speak, the crowd shifted violently, sweeping us forward.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The baptism &#8212; witnessed through the press of bodies</strong></h3><p>I fought through the mob, trying to get a closer view. My role as a leatherworker gave me plausible reasons to push forward &#8212; &#8220;I must retrieve something,&#8221; &#8220;Let me past,&#8221; &#8220;Careful with my goods&#8221; &#8212; and each excuse moved me nearer.</p><p>But I didn&#8217;t reach the front in time.</p><p>John placed his hands on Jesus&#8217; shoulders.<br>Jesus lowered Himself into the Jordan.<br>John lifted Him again.</p><p>Then&#8212;</p><p>The sky tore open.</p><p>Not metaphorically.</p><p><strong>Clouds ripped apart like cloth pulled at the seams.</strong></p><p>A sound burst forth &#8212; not thunder, not wind, not anything I have heard in all my thirty-eight years.</p><p>A voice.</p><p>A voice that did not speak <strong>to</strong> the crowd but <strong>over</strong> them:</p><h3><strong>&#8220;This is My beloved Son.<br>In Him I am well pleased.&#8221;</strong></h3><p>I froze.</p><p>The stranger beside me froze.</p><p>People collapsed in fear.<br>Others screamed.<br>Some dropped to their knees and wept.</p><p>But the stranger beside me &#8212; his reaction was different.</p><p>He did not cower.<br>He did not tremble.</p><p>His eyes widened&#8230; as though something deep inside him awakened violently.</p><p>Our eyes met &#8212; again.<br>This time, neither of us looked away.</p><p>He heard it.<br>He felt it.</p><p>Whatever that voice was&#8230; it reached us both.</p><p>Before I could question him, the crowd surged again, and the man vanished into a mass of trembling bodies.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The testimonies afterward</strong></h3><p>When the heavens closed, a kind of stunned silence fell over the riverbank. Slowly, people regained themselves and began speaking all at once &#8212; panicked, reverent, wild.</p><p>I questioned them under the guise of trade:</p><p>&#8220;I thought I saw something from the hill. What happened here?&#8221;</p><p>They answered with the same trembling consistency:</p><p>&#8220;I heard a voice not of this world.&#8221;<br>&#8220;It called Him Son.&#8221;<br>&#8220;A dove descended upon Him.&#8221;<br>&#8220;The sky broke open.&#8221;<br>&#8220;I felt the ground shake.&#8221;</p><p>These were not hysterics.<br>These were not children telling stories.</p><p>These were hardened men.<br>Fishermen.<br>Farmers.<br>Tradesmen.</p><p>Men who would not agree on the color of the sky if you paid them.</p><p>Yet here, they all agreed.</p><p>Something happened.</p><p>Something real.</p><p>And all of it centered on Jesus of Nazareth.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>Jonah &#8212; the man I noticed &#8212; resurfaces in whispers</strong></h3><p>I tried asking discreetly if anyone knew the quiet man who stood beside me. Most had not noticed him. But two or three mentioned him by name:</p><p>&#8220;Jonah.&#8221;<br>&#8220;A Judean traveler.&#8221;<br>&#8220;He pulled frightened children to safety during the shouting.&#8221;<br>&#8220;He steadied an elderly man when the sky opened.&#8221;</p><p>A helper.<br>A protector.<br>The kind of man Rome would overlook.<br>The kind of man prophets notice.</p><p>I found no sign of him afterward.</p><p>But his reaction to the voice stays lodged in my mind like an arrow.</p><p>He did not hear it like a threat.<br>He heard it like a calling.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>John&#8217;s final cry before Jesus disappeared</strong></h3><p>As Jesus walked into the wilderness &#8212; with a stride so steady it seemed guided by unseen purpose &#8212; John raised his voice again:</p><p>&#8220;Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!&#8221;</p><p>The crowd panicked.<br>The river roared again.<br>And Jesus vanished into the desert heat.</p><p>I stood alone among collapsing men and trembling women.</p><p>I came here for political investigation.<br>I walked into something else entirely.</p><p>Something ancient.<br>Something powerful.<br>Something Rome has no weapon for.</p><p>And I hate that I am writing this.<br>Because writing means acknowledging it.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>Nightfall on the riverbank</strong></h3><p>I made camp far from the crowds. My horse remained restless &#8212; breathing sharply whenever the wind shifted toward the east, toward the wilderness.</p><p>I tried focusing on my leather tools, pretending to work, pretending to be the man I claimed to be. But my hands shook, and the awl nearly cut my palm.</p><p>I gave up and set the tools aside.</p><p>Instead, I walked along the riverbank to steady my thoughts.</p><p>What I found unsteadied me further.</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>The Trail, The Footprints, The Pursuer</strong></h2><p>Two sets of footprints led from the water toward the wilderness:</p><p><strong>One set: strong, purposeful, steady &#8212; Jesus&#8217;s.<br>The second: following close behind.</strong></p><p>Someone else had begun tracking the Nazarene.<br>Not John.<br>Not Jonah.<br>Not a villager.</p><p>Someone deliberate.<br>Someone silent.<br>Someone fast.</p><p>Both sets of tracks vanished into the desert.</p><p>Tomorrow, I follow them.</p><p>Not because Rome demands it.</p><p>But because I cannot walk away.</p><p>Not after hearing that voice.</p><p>Not after seeing the sky tear open.</p><p>Not after witnessing men&#8217;s souls tremble.</p><p>Something is happening in Judea.</p><p>And now I am caught inside it.</p><p><strong>End of Entry.</strong><br><strong>To be continued&#8230;</strong></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[⚔️ BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH – EPISODE #1 (free episode)]]></title><description><![CDATA[A Mission Given, A Path Unwanted]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2026 10:01:21 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!r5sw!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5721681c-0611-410d-9542-c0ee39246fb1_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Journal Entry &#8211; Marcus Aelius Vitalis</strong><br><strong>Date:</strong> Monday, October 21, 26 A.D. (Year of the Consulship of Lentulus and Agrippa, 778 Ab urbe condita)**</p><div><hr></div><h2><strong>Journal Entry</strong></h2><p>I begin this entry not because I want to, but because I need to. My mind has been running in circles since the Prefect summoned me. I have led men into battle, spilled blood for Rome, watched soldiers die under my command, and walked out of wars that should have buried me. None of those things rattled me the way today has.</p><p>I was given an assignment that feels too small for a Centurion and too large for a mortal man. Both at the same time. It is a strange thing to feel pulled in opposite directions and yet forced to walk forward regardless.</p><p>The name written on the scroll is simple:</p><p><strong>Jesus of Nazareth.</strong></p><p>I should not feel anything when I write it, but somehow it stirs the air around me, like the first cold wind before a storm.</p><p>The Jews call Him a young rabbi.<br>Some call Him a troublemaker.<br>Some call Him irrelevant.<br>Some call Him dangerous.<br>Some call Him nothing at all.</p><p>And yet Rome has whispered His name.</p><p>That is enough.</p><div><hr></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!r5sw!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F5721681c-0611-410d-9542-c0ee39246fb1_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" 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class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" 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The Sanhedrin sent him letters full of concerns &#8212; not charges, not accusations, just&#8230; concerns. They spoke of a man who talked of repentance, of a &#8220;kingdom,&#8221; of preparing hearts.</p><p>No uprising.<br>No weapons.<br>No legion of zealots behind Him.</p><p>Just words.</p><p>Words trouble politicians more than swords.<br>Words spread.<br>Words ignite hearts.<br>Words grow faster than rebellions.</p><p>But Rome would not have acted on the concerns of the elders alone. Their fear is constant and their petitions are endless.</p><p>The true weight fell from another direction &#8212; a letter sealed with the mark of House Valerius. Gaius Valerius Maximus himself wrote to the Prefect, connecting Jesus to a carpenter he once employed in Sepphoris decades ago. Something about the boy &#8220;growing into influence.&#8221;</p><p>Influence.<br>The most dangerous blade in Judea.</p><p>Rome doesn&#8217;t fear prophets.<br>It fears influence.</p><p>So the Prefect handed me the assignment and told me to &#8220;observe quietly.&#8221;<br>No armor.<br>No soldiers.<br>No banner.<br>No authority.</p><p>A Centurion stripped down to a traveler.</p><p>I took it without protest, but everything in me recoiled. I belong on the field &#8212; not in shadows, not chasing rumors across Judean dust. My place is with my men. And yet I obey.</p><p>Duty demands obedience.<br>Rome demands allegiance.<br>My life has been shaped by both.</p><p>Still&#8230; this feels wrong.<br>Not unjust.<br>Not foolish.<br>Just&#8230; wrong in some way I cannot name.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The feeling I cannot shake</strong></h3><p>When the Prefect looked at me, he said something he has never said before:</p><p>&#8220;Marcus&#8230; be careful. This one feels different.&#8221;</p><p>Different.</p><p>He is a son of a carpenter.<br>I am a son of Rome.</p><p>What could possibly be &#8220;different&#8221; about Him?</p><p>And yet Lentulus&#8217;s voice haunted me even as I left Caesarea. The sky felt heavier than usual. The wind colder. I have been in enough campaigns to recognize the sensation of being watched. Tonight, that feeling clings to me like smoke.</p><p>I do not believe in superstition.<br>But I believe in instinct.</p><p>And mine are unsettled.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>Why I write</strong></h3><p>There is something about this mission that weighs on me in ways I cannot explain. Writing steadies the mind. Soldiers record battle strategies; commanders record troop movements; generals record politics.</p><p>I record&#8230; <strong>unease</strong>.</p><p>Perhaps one day these pages will remind me that I anticipated something before I saw it. Or perhaps I will be dead and someone else will read these words and know that I felt the shift before the storm broke.</p><p>I do not write for history.<br>I write so that my own mind does not betray me.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The road toward the Jordan</strong></h3><p>The scroll from Gaius Valerius mentioned a connection to John &#8212; the baptizer causing a commotion at the Jordan. The elders mentioned the same prophet in their concerns.</p><p>All trails point to him.</p><p>So I turned my horse toward the river instead of Nazareth. If Jesus is indeed tied to John, then John will either praise Him, resent Him, or fear Him. Any of the three will tell me what I need to know.</p><p>As I rode, I listened for His name.</p><p>But the people did not speak His name.<br>Not yet.<br>Instead, they spoke of John:</p><p>&#8220;He speaks with fire.&#8221;<br>&#8220;He calls us to repent.&#8221;<br>&#8220;He warns of One greater.&#8221;</p><p>That last line caught me off guard.</p><p>&#8220;Greater?&#8221;</p><p>Greater in what sense?<br>Greater in authority?<br>Greater in influence?<br>Greater in madness?</p><p>I intend to find out.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The solitary road</strong></h3><p>Traveling alone is unnatural for me. I have commanded men for so long that silence feels like an enemy. A Centurion is supposed to have orders to give, soldiers to drill, commands to bark. Instead, I have the sound of hooves on dirt and the rustle of wind through olive trees.</p><p>There is nothing noble about being sent alone.<br>There is nothing honorable about secrecy.<br>There is nothing glorious about shadows.</p><p>Yet here I am &#8212; following whispers through the wilderness like a beggar following the scent of bread.</p><p>I do not like this.<br>But obedience is the armor of a soldier.<br>And so I wear it.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>That footprint in the ashes</strong></h3><p>I made camp beneath an olive grove. The fire burned slowly at first, then bright enough to warm my hands. I slept lightly, as I always do when traveling without men.</p><p>At dawn, I stirred and noticed something that turned my stomach:</p><p>Tracks.</p><p>Horse tracks circling the camp.<br>Deliberate.<br>Methodical.<br>Not Roman.<br>Not bandit.<br>Not random.</p><p>And then &#8212; worse &#8212; a single footprint pressed into the cooled ashes of my fire. As if someone wanted me to see it. A message left in silence.</p><p>It was smaller than my own, lighter, but firm.<br>Someone was here.<br>Someone watched me sleep.<br>Someone walked my perimeter without a sound.</p><p>And they left a mark in the very heart of my camp.</p><p>Who?<br>Why?</p><p>I do not know.<br>But the message was clear:</p><p><strong>I am not the only one interested in Jesus of Nazareth.</strong></p><p>I checked my gear.<br>Nothing missing.<br>Nothing disturbed.<br>No tracks leading in &#8212; only tracks leading out, disappearing into the brush.</p><p>A scout?<br>A zealot?<br>A spy for the elders?<br>A rival agent of Rome?</p><p>Or someone else?</p><p>Everything in me says the same thing:</p><p>This is no ordinary assignment.</p><div><hr></div><h3><strong>The question I do not want to ask</strong></h3><p>Why would Rome assign me &#8212; a Centurion &#8212; to chase a nobody from a nothing-town like Nazareth?</p><p>Why would a Roman noble from years ago suddenly care about a carpenter&#8217;s son?</p><p>Why would the elders tremble at His name before He ever spoke publicly?</p><p>Why would someone follow me before I even get close to Him?</p><p>And why do I &#8212; Marcus Aelius Vitalis &#8212; feel a weight in my chest when I think of Him?</p><p>These questions simmer beneath my ribs.</p><p>I do not like questions.<br>I prefer answers.</p><p>But none have come.</p><p>Not yet.</p><div><hr></div><h2><em><strong>The Last Detail I Recorded Tonight&#8230;</strong></em></h2><p>As I finished writing, a breeze carried the smell of river water. I am still miles from the Jordan, but the air changed as though something stirred the world ahead of me.</p><p>My horse lifted her head and snorted &#8212; ears pointed toward the east.</p><p>She senses something.</p><p>I do too.</p><p>Tomorrow I ride toward the place where the prophet baptizes.<br>Toward the whispers.<br>Toward the man whose name now weighs on my mind.</p><p><strong>Jesus of Nazareth.</strong></p><p>Whoever He is&#8230;<br>whatever He is&#8230;</p><p>Someone is already hunting Him.</p><p>And now I fear I am riding into the middle of something far greater than I was told.</p><p><strong>End of Entry.</strong><br><strong>To be continued&#8230;Next Monday</strong></p><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[INTRODUCING MARCUS AELIUS VITALIS]]></title><description><![CDATA[&#8212;and the Lives Forever Marked by His Pursuit of the Messiah]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/introducing-marcus-aelius-vitalis</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/introducing-marcus-aelius-vitalis</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2025 17:02:16 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!tPbr!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F9bb7e113-2621-4c6a-989c-999cf8e7120f_1792x1024.webp" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="pullquote"><p><strong>&#9888;&#65039; AUTHOR&#8217;S DISCLAIMER</strong></p><p><em>Almost every character in this story &#8212; except Jesus of Nazareth &#8212; is created through historical fiction.</em><br>Their lives, voices, and journeys are crafted to honor Scripture, illuminate the culture of the era, and explore what <strong>might</strong> have been seen, felt, and experienced by those who encountered the Messiah.<br>Every scene with Jesus is aligned to the biblical timeline.<br>Every character around Him is built to magnify His truth.</p></div><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 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class="image-link-expand"><div class="pencraft pc-display-flex pc-gap-8 pc-reset"><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container restack-image"><svg role="img" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 20 20" fill="none" stroke-width="1.5" stroke="var(--color-fg-primary)" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg"><g><title></title><path d="M2.53001 7.81595C3.49179 4.73911 6.43281 2.5 9.91173 2.5C13.1684 2.5 15.9537 4.46214 17.0852 7.23684L17.6179 8.67647M17.6179 8.67647L18.5002 4.26471M17.6179 8.67647L13.6473 6.91176M17.4995 12.1841C16.5378 15.2609 13.5967 17.5 10.1178 17.5C6.86118 17.5 4.07589 15.5379 2.94432 12.7632L2.41165 11.3235M2.41165 11.3235L1.5293 15.7353M2.41165 11.3235L6.38224 13.0882"></path></g></svg></button><button tabindex="0" type="button" class="pencraft pc-reset pencraft icon-container view-image"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="20" height="20" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-maximize2 lucide-maximize-2"><polyline points="15 3 21 3 21 9"></polyline><polyline points="9 21 3 21 3 15"></polyline><line x1="21" x2="14" y1="3" y2="10"></line><line x1="3" x2="10" y1="21" y2="14"></line></svg></button></div></div></div></a></figure></div><p>Rome called him a Centurion.<br>His men called him commander.<br>The Empire called him dependable.<br>He called himself loyal.</p><p>But Heaven saw something deeper&#8212;<br>a heart armored over, yet destined to break wide open.</p><p>Marcus Aelius Vitalis wasn&#8217;t searching for a Savior.<br>He was doing his job.<br>Maintaining order.<br>Keeping peace.<br>Preventing revolt.</p><p><strong>Until the day he watched a quiet Nazarene step into the Jordan&#8230;<br>and Heaven tore open above Him.</strong></p><p>His journal begins on that riverbank&#8212;<br>not as a devotional,<br>not as confession,<br>but as a soldier&#8217;s attempt to stay in control<br>of a world that suddenly refuses to stay predictable.</p><p><strong>Below are the souls who shape Marcus&#8217;s transformation&#8212;</strong><br>each one a spark in the fire God uses to melt the chains Rome forged around his heart.</p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>MARCUS AELIUS VITALIS</strong></h1><h3><em>The Centurion Who Saw Too Much to Ignore the Truth</em></h3><p>Disciplined.<br>Calm.<br>Deadly.<br>Respected by Rome.<br>Untouched by faith.</p><p>Marcus is the soldier you trust when things go wrong&#8212;<br>because he never flinches, never hesitates, never doubts.</p><p>Until the rumors begin.<br>Until the crowds swell.<br>Until Jesus&#8217; name spreads like wildfire through Judea.</p><p>He witnesses:</p><ul><li><p><strong>The baptism of Jesus</strong></p></li><li><p><strong>His servant healed from miles away</strong></p></li><li><p><strong>A movement no Roman commander can control</strong></p></li><li><p><strong>Miracles that defy every law Marcus trusts</strong></p></li></ul><p>His journal becomes his secret refuge&#8212;<br>a place to write what he can&#8217;t say out loud:</p><p>That something divine is unfolding right in front of him&#8230;<br>and he cannot look away.</p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>JONAH &#8212; The Servant Whose Healing Marked Marcus Forever</strong></h1><h3><em>A Miracle Rome Couldn&#8217;t Explain</em></h3><p>Jonah is loyal, quiet, devoted&#8212;<br>a servant by duty,<br>a brother by heart.</p><p>When he falls deathly ill, Marcus is forced into a decision he hates:</p><p><strong>Seek out the Galilean.</strong></p><p>And with a single word spoken miles away&#8230;<br>Jonah rises from his bed.</p><p>It is the miracle that breaks Marcus&#8217;s military certainty.<br>A crack in the armor he has worn for decades.</p><p>Jonah becomes living proof&#8212;<br>walking, breathing evidence&#8212;<br>that the Nazarene carries divine authority.</p><p>Every time Marcus sees him,<br>the question gnaws deeper:</p><p><strong>Who </strong><em><strong>is</strong></em><strong> this Jesus?</strong></p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>SARA &#8212; Jonah&#8217;s Young Sister</strong></h1><h3><em>The Innocence That Softens a Warrior&#8217;s Heart</em></h3><p>Sara&#8217;s story is simple on the surface&#8212;<br>but deep with emotional power.</p><p>She has suffered more than any young girl should,<br>but carries a softness Marcus cannot comprehend.</p><p>In her presence, Marcus sees what Jesus restores:<br>gentleness, safety, hope, and quiet strength.</p><p>She notices what Marcus tries to hide&#8212;<br>the way he listens when Jesus&#8217; name is spoken,<br>the way he tenses when miracles are mentioned,<br>the way his eyes betray questions his mouth refuses to voice.</p><p>Sara becomes a silent truth-teller,<br>revealing the humanity Marcus spent years burying.</p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>MATTATHIAS BEN HILLEL &#8212; The Sanhedrin Watcher</strong></h1><h3><em>The Shadow Who Follows Both Soldier and Savior</em></h3><p>A spy.<br>A recorder.<br>A man sent to guard the interests of the Sanhedrin.</p><p>Mattathias trails Jesus with suspicion&#8230;<br>and Marcus with curiosity.</p><p>He senses that the Centurion is changing&#8212;<br>and that makes Marcus dangerous.</p><p>Their interactions are sharp, tense, layered with mistrust.<br>Some days they need each other.<br>Some days they threaten each other.</p><p>Mattathias hears testimonies from the edges:<br>stories he&#8217;s too afraid to believe,<br>yet too shaken to dismiss.</p><p>His presence forces Marcus deeper into secrecy&#8230;<br>and deeper into truth.</p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>JESUS OF NAZARETH &#8212; The Messiah Who Sees Marcus Long Before Marcus Sees Him</strong></h1><p>Marcus first observes Him from afar&#8212;<br>a dusty figure in the water,<br>a teacher on the hillside,<br>a miracle-worker in crowded streets.</p><p>But Jesus sees Marcus completely.</p><p>Every miracle Marcus overhears<br>is answered by an inner shift he can&#8217;t control.<br>Every parable he watches from a distance<br>cuts deeper than he expects.<br>Every testimony he records<br>pulls him further into surrender.</p><p>Marcus chases Jesus<br>as a soldier,<br>a skeptic,<br>a witness&#8230;</p><p>&#8230;until the day he stands beneath the Cross<br>and whispers the sentence that changes everything:</p><p><strong>&#8220;Surely&#8230; this was the Son of God.&#8221;</strong></p><div><hr></div><h1><strong>WHY HE WRITES THE JOURNAL</strong></h1><p>Because Rome can&#8217;t know he&#8217;s shaken.<br>Because the Sanhedrin can&#8217;t know he&#8217;s curious.<br>Because his soldiers can&#8217;t know he&#8217;s torn.<br>Because his own heart can&#8217;t hold what his eyes are seeing.</p><p>The journal is:</p><ul><li><p>His battlefield</p></li><li><p>His confessional</p></li><li><p>His map through chaos</p></li><li><p>His proof that truth changes warriors</p></li><li><p>His witness to a Messiah who wouldn&#8217;t let him go</p></li></ul><p>Each entry is a step deeper into faith.<br>A step farther from Rome.<br>A step closer to surrender.</p><p><strong>And by the time he reaches Golgotha&#8230;<br>his journal has become the story of a hardened soldier undone by the Son of God.</strong></p><div class="subscription-widget-wrap-editor" data-attrs="{&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https://myr2b.substack.com/subscribe?&quot;,&quot;text&quot;:&quot;Subscribe&quot;,&quot;language&quot;:&quot;en&quot;}" data-component-name="SubscribeWidgetToDOM"><div class="subscription-widget show-subscribe"><div class="preamble"><p class="cta-caption">My Reasons To Believe is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.</p></div><form class="subscription-widget-subscribe"><input type="email" class="email-input" name="email" placeholder="Type your email&#8230;" tabindex="-1"><input type="submit" class="button primary" value="Subscribe"><div class="fake-input-wrapper"><div class="fake-input"></div><div class="fake-button"></div></div></form></div></div>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[BEHIND THE CROSS: A CENTURION’S JOURNEY TO FAITH]]></title><description><![CDATA[The Epic Saga of Rome&#8217;s Hardest Soldier&#8230; and the Messiah He Couldn&#8217;t Outrun.]]></description><link>https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-006</link><guid isPermaLink="false">https://myr2b.substack.com/p/behind-the-cross-a-centurions-journey-006</guid><dc:creator><![CDATA[Matthew T. Adams]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 24 Nov 2025 16:43:29 GMT</pubDate><enclosure url="https://substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com/public/images/84ffd19c-b550-4677-8ad6-de9e9db213d3_1600x855.png" length="0" type="image/jpeg"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class="pullquote"><div class="captioned-image-container"><figure><a class="image-link image2 is-viewable-img" target="_blank" href="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Tt-G!,f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89f8779c-4d64-4cf6-b586-aa1dbfbac2a6_1600x855.png" data-component-name="Image2ToDOM"><div class="image2-inset"><picture><source type="image/webp" srcset="https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/$s_!Tt-G!,w_424,c_limit,f_webp,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fsubstack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F89f8779c-4d64-4cf6-b586-aa1dbfbac2a6_1600x855.png 424w, 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Disciplined. Loyal to Rome.</p><p>He believes in order.<br>He believes in power.<br>He believes weakness is dangerous.</p><p>And then&#8230; Rome sends him on assignment.</p><p>Not to fight.<br>Not to conquer.<br>But to <strong>follow rumors</strong>.</p><p>Whispers of a Galilean teacher.<br>Stories of miracles that refuse to stay buried.<br>Crowds that grow instead of scatter.<br>A Kingdom that doesn&#8217;t march&#8212;but <em>moves hearts</em>.</p><p>Marcus is always one step behind Jesus of Nazareth&#8212;<br>meeting those whose lives were shattered, healed, restored, or undone by Him.</p><p>And with every encounter, Marcus begins to feel something he has never known:</p><p><strong>Doubt in Rome.<br>Curiosity about God.<br>And fear that following Jesus might cost him everything.</strong></p><div><hr></div><h2>WHAT IS <em>BEHIND THE CROSS</em>?</h2><p><strong>Behind the Cross: A Centurion&#8217;s Journey to Faith</strong> is a cinematic, historically grounded, Scripture-faithful serialized story&#8212;told through the personal journal entries of a Roman centurion who stood close enough to Jesus to see the truth&#8230; but far enough away to resist it.</p><p>This series blends:</p><ul><li><p>Biblical accuracy and historical realism</p></li><li><p>Vivid, immersive storytelling</p></li><li><p>Spiritual tension between power and surrender</p></li><li><p>The unseen moments Scripture does not describe&#8212;but history allows</p></li></ul><p>Every entry is written as a <strong>weekly journal</strong>, tracking Marcus&#8217; internal war as he walks the roads of Judea, always arriving <em>just after</em> Jesus has passed through.</p><p>He hears the stories.<br>He weighs the evidence.<br>He resists the pull.</p><p>Until resistance becomes impossible.</p><div><hr></div><h2>WHY THIS STORY MATTERS</h2><p>Most people read the crucifixion knowing the ending.</p><p>Marcus does not.</p><p>He does not know this man will die.<br>He does not know the tomb will be empty.<br>He does not know he will one day say the words that will haunt him forever:</p><p><strong>&#8220;Truly&#8230; this was the Son of God.&#8221;</strong></p><p>This story is for:</p><ul><li><p>Men wrestling with strength vs surrender</p></li><li><p>Believers caught between duty and devotion</p></li><li><p>Readers who want Scripture to feel <em>alive again</em></p></li><li><p>Anyone who wonders: <em>Would I have recognized Jesus if I had been there?</em></p></li></ul><p>Because Marcus&#8217; question becomes our own:</p><p><strong>Does following Jesus make a man weak&#8212;or finally whole?</strong></p><div><hr></div><h2>HOW THE SERIES WORKS</h2><ul><li><p>&#128214; <strong>Weekly journal entries</strong> released every Monday</p></li><li><p>&#128467;&#65039; Entries aligned to the real historical timeline of Jesus&#8217; ministry (26&#8211;30 A.D.)</p></li><li><p>&#129517; Each episode ends with tension&#8212;never resolution</p></li><li><p>&#128274; Select entries marked <strong>LOCKED</strong> for Faith Partners</p></li></ul><p>This is slow-burn, deliberate storytelling.<br>Not rushed.<br>Not shallow.<br>Not safe.</p><div><hr></div><h2>WHAT YOU&#8217;LL EXPERIENCE</h2><p>You will walk ancient roads.<br>You will sit in the dust with broken people.<br>You will hear rumors before miracles.<br>You will feel the weight of Rome&#8212;and the pull of truth.</p><p>And eventually&#8230;</p><p>You will stand at the foot of the Cross.</p><div><hr></div><h2>START THE JOURNEY</h2><p>This is a story you don&#8217;t binge.<br>You <em>walk it</em>.</p><p>&#128073; <strong>Read Behind the Cross Now</strong><br>&#128073; <strong>Follow the Journey Weekly</strong><br>&#128073; <strong>Unlock the Full Archive as a Faith Partner</strong></p><div><hr></div><h2>A FINAL WORD</h2><p>Marcus believed loyalty defined a man.<br>Rome taught him obedience.<br>Jesus will teach him truth.</p><p>And once truth is seen&#8230;<br>it cannot be unseen.</p><p><strong>The journey has begun.</strong></p><div class="pullquote"><p><strong>&#9876;&#65039; FAITH PARTNERS ONLY &#8212; JOIN THE JOURNEY</strong></p><p>If this weekly chapter from Marcus&#8217; path stirs something in you&#8230;<br>if you want to walk this road with him every Monday&#8230;<br>then step into the inner circle.</p><p>Your $5 monthly partnership keeps this story alive and fuels the ministry behind it.</p><p><strong>Stand with us. 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